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  TREMBLE

  By

  Alison Foster

  ©2016 by Alison Foster

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  Contents

  ABOUT TREMBLE

  PART ONE

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  PART TWO

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  PART THREE

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Epilogue

  A Word From Alison

  BODYGUARD DEAREST

  Chapter 1

  Couple Map

  More books by Alison Foster

  About the Author

  ABOUT TREMBLE

  Not everything sounds good when you say it. Some things sound, well, just wrong. Like saying I hired a male escort to be my fiancé leading into (yeah, this is sounding bad) marriage, a fake marriage, one about money.

  See, that did not sound good at all, but you’ll have to just trust me on this, that was the innocent part of the story. You know, the sunny bit before the fall. Because the rest of this story cannot be described in polite company. Not even a little.

  First it gets, well, unapologetically hot and then it gets wickedly hot and then it kind of goes nuclear and becomes oh-muh-goodness hot.

  That’s Lukas Dupree. He’s a-whole-nother level of naughty, but that’s not what this is about. This is about the darkness that followed—the chilling turn my story takes after he made me tremble to my core.

  Maybe the choices mentioned above mean I deserved it all in the end.

  I don’t know. You’ll have to tell me.

  Warning: This is not a sweet story, although there’s plenty of sweetness. It’s not a light story although there’s light everywhere. But there’s also darkness, deep, unforgiving darkness that threatens to leap up at any time. And there’s sex. Did I say that already? There’s tons of hot sex and nothing is left unsaid.

  So go ahead and read this book at your own risk.

  Note: this standalone, suspense romance novel contains some mature themes and situations. This book is part of the Bodyguard Series that started with the book BODYGUARD DEAREST.

  All books in the series are interconnected, standalone novels, featuring many of the same characters.

  PART ONE

  Chapter 1

  Nora

  I’m nervous. That’s not like me, yet here I am, sitting in this dimly lit bistro, convinced that every strange face throws shade my way. How very ridiculous—they could not possibly know who I’m about to meet. Or why.

  Damn. He’s here. Did I say damn? Oh my goodness. It’s him. Heaven help me. Of course it’s him. I imagine the sudden dull pang in my stomach races the miles of my hidden intestines in a single heartbeat.

  He looks different than his agency photos. Better. Way better. Wow, a man who melts your mind (and panties) with his photos is actually not photogenic. Imagine that. Safe to say this one has a Field of Dreams length line of repeat customers.

  The entire bistro watches as his eyes land on me. He floats through the ether of our collective fantasies to my table.

  I dismiss a weird sense of familiarity. It’s not possible we had some unremembered previous encounter. No, not with this man. You see him at a bookstore, or a bar, or a concert—you remember.

  A tinge of confusion overtakes me as he fills up my frame of vision. The closer he gets the less certain I am. Perhaps he’s just a regular soul-startling Joe, a stunning passerby. My eyes drop in case he’s not here for me.

  But you don’t need to look at him to still see him. His eyes are an unforgettable mix of blue and green, like some magic emerald from the planet Krypton. Breathe, Nora. It’s not him.

  Only it is him. I lift the menu. Ridiculous. Hiding behind a menu, Nora? And talking to yourself? I need to pull myself together. Whoever he is, he now stands before me, wearing cool black slacks and a slightly snug polo shirt. And I swear every muscle in his torso whispers hello to me.

  “Nora McRae?” he says with a deep, resonant voice that brings me back to reality, a reality in which my heart palpitates wildly.

  I get angry when I lose control. I can’t speak. My lips feel dry and my mind spins uselessly. This is starting to piss me off.

  “Lukas Dupree,” he says, offering me his right hand. Even his tanned hand with its long fingers and well-groomed nails flusters me.

  He’s not the man I’ve been expecting. I’m staring at his fucking hand now. Some impression I must be making.

  “And you know my name how?” I say as I take my hand back quickly.

  His fathomless ocean eyes squint a little as his hand floats gracefully back to a pants pocket. “Would you expect any less? Your request is our command. Do you mind if I sit?”

  Oh, shit. He is from the agency. Did I get like a free upgrade? Do Magic Escorts operate like a rental car franchise? When they don’t have a midsize, they always upgrade you to the full size luxury sedan. This guy is definitely full sized. Breathing. I have to remember the breathing.

  “You are not Darren.”

  “I’m here to replace Darren.”

  “Is that common?” I say, trying to calm my, well, everything.

  “The unexpected has occurred,” he says. “If that’s a problem, someone else could be sent.” He stands. “You can call the agency.”

  “No,” I say, too sudden and too loud. “No, you’re fine.” I gesture for him to sit again. He does. “I wouldn’t want to get you in trouble.”

  He laughs. “I’m very grateful to you.”

  Obviously, that’s some thinly veiled bullshit. No one has ever or would ever send this man away.

  “Listen, Lukas,” I tell him. “You can just be yourself or, at least, a relaxed approximation of yourself. No need to fan my ego.”

  “Cool,” he says, immediately changing his vibe. Thank goodness.

  “Is the other guy okay? The one I was supposed to meet?” I’ve already forgotten the other guy’s name.

  He considers the question reluctantly. “You prefer it real?”

  “I do.”

  “Mr. Webb had an unfortunate accident. He likes his motorcycles as you may have read in his profile.”

  “Oh my,” I say. “He’s all right?”

  “He’ll recover. A bone or two will need healing.”

  I exhale. “I’m glad it wasn’t too bad. Thanks for the honesty.”

  “Wasn’t my honesty your first request?”

  I smile shyly, trying hard to repress the dozen other commands I’d like to request immediately. “Shall we order drinks?”

  Now Lukas smiles, lifting his hand to alert the wait staff.

  This was not the plan. He was not the plan. When I went through the catalogue of the available escorts, I specifically chose one that seemed perfectly innocuous. Although good-looking enough and experienced according to his bio, Darren Webb was not likely to get my attention on a personal level. Not my t
ype. A too arrogant expression on his face along with dual passions for extreme sports and BDSM practices pretty much guaranteed I’d never cross the line to mix business with pleasure.

  But the man I have in front of me is an entirely different beast. I’ve just met Lukas, but everything about him screams Casanova—a man of manners, grace, confidence, sexy in a dozen ways, he looks like he came from Olympus.

  The sparkle in his eyes turns green and blue all at once and I am lost, chasing after the magic of him. He stares at me with such certainty. I know that he likes to be in control. My body aches for an alpha.

  But that’s not what this is about. This is strictly business. I’m just here to ask questions. His magnificence is irrelevant. I need to keep repeating that in my head and avoid alcohol.

  The waitress stands over us. She might have been here a while.

  Lukas glances at me as I glance silently at the waitress.

  “Can you give us another minute?” Lukas finally says to her.

  Alone again, he stares at me tenderly.

  “What?” I say.

  “Would you prefer some fresh air? We could stretch our legs and take it all as it comes.”

  It’s still light outside. It’s early June. Santa Monica Pier before dusk is jam-packed with people. It’s safe. I’m good. We’re good. Right? It’s not like we’ll be walking the beach under moonlight.

  I finally decide that walking next to him and not having to stare into his dangerous eyes would improve both my concentration and resolve.

  The breezy evening receives us warmly as we step onto the sidewalk. The sun is just beginning its descent, the sky waiting to be transformed into spilled fire and paint before night comes. The damp air from the ocean weakens me, making my nostrils greedy to breathe.

  All my senses follow suit, wanting more of everything. Perfect weather and sunsets make us all pulse with life.

  “So here we are,” I say, awkwardly, as we stroll onto the pier.

  Our legs continue to move even as his lips do not. He takes my hand gently into his, startling me. “I am all yours,” he says softly, almost vulnerable. Even hidden in a whisper his deep voice swims my veins, searching for my heart.

  This dude is crazy good. A real pro.

  I think his skills are black magic. His words echo and carry with them an infinity of nuance and innuendo. He’s a fascinating study. He’s danger boy and lost boy and pleasure boy all wrapped up in a feast of lean muscle.

  I get back to breathing. “Let me begin by getting something out of the way. My father, you may have heard of him. His name is, well, was James McRae.”

  Lukas stops in his tracks. He releases my hand. I turn. I look up into his uncertain eyes. All that was once warm and inviting has been replaced with an icy, incredulous stare.

  Now I’ve done it.

  Chapter 2

  Nora

  “James McRae? Really?” Lukas narrows his eyes to examine my face.

  “The one and only. I gather you’ve heard of him.”

  “Everybody’s heard of him.”

  That’s more or less accurate. Only someone living under a rock would not recognize my father’s name. There was a time when he was on the evening news every night. From the day of his arrest to the day he died.

  “We can’t choose our parents,” I say.

  Lukas composes himself, replacing his look of concern with amusement. “This is getting interesting,” he finally says as we resume walking.

  I do my best to resist interpreting his words or expression. “It’s because of my father that I’m considering hiring an escort.” I can’t even imagine how this must have sounded to Lukas.

  “Would you like some cotton candy?” he says cheerily.

  “Excuse me?” Did he even hear what I said?

  “I’m listening,” he says, gesturing to a nearby street vendor. “It’s just that we’re about to pass a cotton candy machine. I don’t mean to interrupt.”

  It annoys me that I find even this charming. “I understand,” I say. “We all have our own guilty pleasures, but I do have business to discuss.”

  Instead of an answer, Lukas hastens his gait, heading straight over to choose among the confectioner’s colorful offerings.

  The pier is teeming with people—couples walk hand-in-hand, families munch on hot dogs and ice cream, various tourists snap photos. I twist my body left and right to avoid bumping into someone.

  When Lukas comes to a sudden halt, I walk right into him.

  I’m startled but he barely takes notice. His attention is fixed on a crying girl of two or three years old. Her mother holds a crying infant in her arms, seemingly distressed by the commotion her two children are causing.

  “Lukas, I’m trying to tell you something,” I say. His flighty behavior is testing my patience. I’m paying by the hour, after all. He acts like I’m not even here.

  “Hold that thought,” he says before sprinting away.

  I give up. I’m abandoned now. Why should a paid date be any less annoying than the regular kind? My father’s name usually makes men run these days, but this is the first time one actually ran off instantly.

  Lukas disappears into a distant crowd. He reappears holding a small pug puppy in his arms. He jogs back to the little crying girl.

  “Look what I found,” he tells the girl as he hands her the puppy.

  The crying stops. The child beams with excitement as the precious pup licks her face. Lukas is not short on the power of observation. How the hell did he know why the girl was crying? And how did he spot that puppy in a sea of people?

  “You’re a life saver. Thanks,” the young mother says, sliding the baby into the stroller and taking the leash from Lukas. “I’d have never caught up to Roxy by myself.”

  “You have your hands full,” Lukas tells her with a radiant smile. “It was my pleasure.” He bends down to pat the happy girl on the head. “Help your mom keep an eye on Roxy, okay?”

  “Okay,” the girl says sweetly before strolling down the pier with her Mom and the baby and Roxy.

  I throw a disbelieving glance at Lukas. Who is this guy? What universe is he from? DC or Marvel or the real universe? A hidden siren goes off deep in my bones. If it’s too good to be true, it probably is.

  “A guy like you has options. What compelled you to become an escort? You could have been anything,” I say as soon as we plop down on a bench with our cotton candy.

  I have no right to judge his choices, but here I am, judging away. He smiles as his eyes look off at nothing.

  “Cards on the table. I’m a cliché. I have a past.”

  “Don’t we all?” I say, inanely, as my brain gets busy trying to guess the secrets he’s about to reveal.

  “Yeah, mine’s not that… kosher. I did things, unforgivable things. I traveled with the wrong crowd, if you know what I mean.”

  “I really don’t,” I say, without even thinking.

  Lukas exhales slowly. “I spent my college years behind bars. I think you would agree that having a criminal record and no formal education is not the magic recipe for job interviews. Being an escort allows me to pay the bills and finance my pursuit of a meaningful education.”

  I’m about to ask what type of education, but Lukas has a question of his own. “What do you do, Nora?”

  It’s only fair that I answer him. “I’ve just finished my postgraduate work. The California Institute of the Arts has a great placement program that helped me land a paid internship with Disney Animation Studios.”

  “You want to be an animator?”

  “Yes,” I say, impressed. “More than anything.”

  Lukas lifts a brow but says nothing. When he cracks a smile, his charm is fully loaded. “A beautiful woman who wants to be an animator? Do you have any idea how cool that sounds? It’s sexy actually. You must have more than a few college boys daydreaming about you. Why do you need an escort?”

  I always feel condescended by his words. He’s just so hot. Making a woman
fly is, after all, his specialty. I should not take offense. Okay, enough of my self-pity parade. He’s given me the perfect opportunity to mention my true intentions.

  “I’ve already told you I’m James McRae’s daughter, and you said you’ve heard of him.”

  “I remember hearing of his death. My sympathies for your loss.”

  “You might also remember that he’d have gone to prison for a long time had he not died.”

  Lukas nods. “It was quite the scandal. Fraud, embezzlement and the like.”

  “Right. What you probably don’t know…” I pause, taking in a deep breath as I realize I’m about to share privileged information. “What I will tell you has to stay between us, is that understood? Whether you choose to help me or not, you can’t mention a word of this to anyone.”

  Despite my attempt at dead seriousness, he appears almost amused, a glimmer of a grin forming on his sexy lips as he rests his face on his right palm.

  “Cross my heart and hope to die, Miss McRae.”

  I’m not sure my warning impressed him, but I decide to proceed anyway. To convince him to help me, I’ll need to be completely honest. “My father was not penniless when he died as the media reported. Not even close.”

  “Is that so?” Lukas says, furrowing his brow. Finally, he’s starting to get curious about my intention.

  I lean in to get my lips closer to his ear. He smells so good. I have to control myself not to place a kiss on the side of his neck. “It turns out he had millions in offshore accounts. I found out two days ago. I’m the sole heir.”

  He says nothing. I sense a quick flash of resentment in his eyes. Maybe he, like everyone else, thinks the money is dirty, even blood money.

  “I’m not sure how I feel about it,” I say, even though that’s not true. I know exactly how I feel. Empowered.